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Last updated  02/18/2018    

With loving greetings from all souls at this station, this is Matthew. We share a reader’s comments that express the sentiments of many: “Matthew and other messengers say the light is changing the world. I don’t see evidence that substantiates this.” The cited situations: nations at loggerheads, political infighting in governments, disparity between the wealthy and the poor, brutal regimes, random terrorism, fear of cyberspace and nuclear war.


Those situations still are part of your world because they haven’t finished running their respective energetic courses. How we wish you could see the evidence we do, the light steadily diminishing the strength of those situations’ energy streamers and all others with negative attachments. Dear family, we know your eagerness to see unmistakable signs that third density’s ills are meeting their ends, and you shall! As the light continues to weaken and incrementally rid your world of everything based in darkness, your steadfastness as lightworkers will well serve you and Earth.            (More)           

Gnostic Scriptures and Fragment
The Gospel of Mary of Magdala
The Gospel of Mary is found in the Berlin Gnostic Codex (Papyrus Berolinensis 8502). This very important and well-preserved codex was discovered in the late-nineteenth century somewhere near Akhmim in upper Egypt. It was purchased in Cairo in 1896 by a German scholar, Dr. Carl Reinhardt, and then taken to Berlin.

We highly recommend Karen King's new translation with extended commentary, The Gospel of Mary of Magdala: Jesus and the First Woman Apostle. The Gospel of Mary is also included, along with a useful introduction, in the International Edition of The Nag Hammadi Scriptures.

Without explanatory and background material, it will be impossible for a reader unfamiliar with ancient Gnostic Christian writings to understand the Gospel of Mary. Dr. King's introduction to her book – which we provide here in preview – gives an excellent overview of the text of the Gospel of Mary and a discussion about the discovery and surviving manuscript fragments. In subsequent chapters, Dr. King provides the contextual information a reader needs to understand the messages of this important text.

Read Dr. King's introductory chapter from The Gospel of Mary of Magdala: Jesus and the First Woman Apostle.             (More)           



Integration of sexual trauma in a religious narrative: Transformation, resolution and growth among contemplative nuns

The psychological consequences of sexual abuse are generally serious and enduring, particularly when the perpetrator is known and trusted by the survivor. This paper explores the experiences of five contemplative nuns who were sexually abused by priests and the spiritual journeys that followed. In the context of an ethnographic study of contemplative practice, participant observation and in-depth interviews were used to examine the ways that the nuns sought to make sense of their experiences through a long process of solitary introspection. The pursuit of meaning was shaped by religious beliefs relating to forgiveness, sacrifice, and salvation. Thus, trauma was transformed into a symbolic religious narrative that shaped their sense of identity. They were able to restructure core beliefs and to manage their current relationships with priests more securely.             (More)           
The Social Position of Women in Old Persia
It is probable that, around 10,000 BC, the Iranian plateau underwent changes in human geography. During that time, cave dwelling gave way to house-building, and the family became the focus and the centre of tribal power. Women worked both inside and outside homes. Not only did they bear children, which guaranteed family survival, but they also participated in productive activities, in order to provide for the needs of their tribes. This dual responsibility made their position stronger than the men's. Concerning this period, Will Durant writes: During this matriarchal era, women were in charge of ruling, judging, conducting family affairs, distributing food, clothing, and all other necessities of life. Men did the hunting, and gathered foodstuff from jungles and farms, all of which they handed over to the matriarch, for distribution. The physical differences between the sexes, presently obvious, were not as noticeable in those days. This difference became a factor to be considered only at a later date, resulting from environmental and living conditions. In those earlier days, women differed little from men in physical strength, and stature. As a result of their living conditions, they had become strong, and were capable of doing arduous work for many long hours. Further, side by side with the men, they took part in fighting off enemies. 

 The Danish orientalist Christensen maintains about Old Persia that men acted with respect towards women, and women enjoyed absolute freedom, in personal, as well as social and public matters. Women were free to choose their mates, a point clearly illustrated by Zarathustra's attitude towards his youngest daughter, Prooschista. Zarathustra tells Prooschista "I have chosen the learned Jamasp (a minister of the king, Vishtaspa) for your husband. Use your own judgement, and see if you consider him fit". I            (More)           
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Top 10 Most Unfairly Maligned Women in History

History is filled with stories of wicked women who stopped at nothing to wreak havoc and create chaos. But how much of it is true and how much was intentionally exaggerated or even completely invented to discredit and disgrace the women who dared to challenge the establishment? Listed below are 10 famous wicked women who might not be so wicked after all (or, at the very least, no more wicked than the men of their time). They weren't exactly saints but they don't deserve to be demonized either.            (More)           

Eve & Lilith In an effort to explain inconsistencies in the Old Testament, there developed in Jewish literature a complex interpretive system called the midrash which attempts to reconcile biblical contradictions and bring new meaning to the scriptural text. 

At the same time Jehovah created Adam, he created a woman, Lilith, who like Adam was taken from the earth. She was given to Adam as his wife. But there was a dispute between them about a matter that when it came before the judges had to be discussed behind closed doors. She spoke the unspeakable name of Jehovah and vanished. 

Adam, distraught and no doubt also angered by her insolent behaviour, wanted her back. On Adam's request, God sent three angels, named Senoy, Sansenoy, and Semangelof, who found her in the Red Sea. Despite the threat from the three angels that if she didn't return to Adam one hundred of her sons would die every day, she refused, claiming that she was created expressly to harm newborn infants. However, she did swear that she would not harm any infant wearing an amulet with the images and/or names of the three angels on it.

It needs to be remembered that these demonic "women" are essentially personifications of unseen forces invented to account for otherwise inexplicable events and phenomena which occur in the real world. Lilith, Lamashtu, Lamia and other female demons like them are all associated with the death of children and especially with the death of newborn infants.              (More)          

These are powerful times. As we observe the “Me Too” movement unfolding around us and all of the allegations coming to light, we can recognize that we are watching the fall of the patriarchal society that has dominated and repressed the feminine and minorities for so long. The power and control model of the Patriarchal Society is beginning to dissolve. The patriarchy has ruled with fear to divide and conquer. The ensuing fear has resulted in divided nations, homes and minds. Greed has brought about a great imbalance in financial distribution and while a few horde the majority of the wealth, poverty affects the masses. This is not the design for the human race, there is enough for all the beings on earth to live healthy, abundant lives.

The fall of the patriarchy is a great and exciting time for those who have suffered from this oppression and abuse to watch as the walls crumble and the perpetrators and predators are exposed and charged with their crimes they have been getting away with. Justice is being served and there is much more that needs to happen. Those in the financial world and the governments and the educational systems, the legal systems and in every system that has abused its power need to be held accountable.
As Jupiter transits Scorpio, much that has been hidden in the darkness is being revealed. The Light is shining into the darkest recesses of all that has been the “status quo”, all the secrets are coming out and the truth is being shown. The dismantling of this old, outdated model is necessary to pave the way for the Rise of the Divine Feminine who is birthing the New Earth energies of grace, harmony, wisdom, abundance, peace, equality, justice and love.       (More)     
How the Trump Administration’s First 100 Days Have Affected Women and Families

Saturday, April 29, marks the 100th day of Donald Trump’s presidency, and what these 100 days reveal about the Trump administration’s outlook and agenda when it comes to women, and women’s equality, is pretty grim.

“President Trump often talks about empowering women and investing in women, but so far all we’ve seen is a real disconnect with families,” Shilpa Phadke, senior director of the Women’s Initiative at the Center for American Progress (CAP) and a veteran of the Obama administration, tells Yahoo Style.


CAP released a report — and digital interactive piece — on April 25 detailing 100 ways in which the Trump administration has harmed women and families during its first 100 days

Phadke points out that to get a sense of the Trump administration’s supposed investment in women, or lack thereof, one need look no further than the president’s personnel choices.           ( More )           

Internalized Misogyny Is Definitely A Thing.
 It’s Alive And Thriving.
Recently, I was skimming through a Facebook group for mothers of boys when I saw a post from a mom who claimed that the Disney Channel spent too much of its time on commercials that empowered girls, which to her translated into not spending enough time on topics that (supposedly) empowered boys. And she was pissed.

Many moms were chiming in to agree with her, and I damn near broke my fingers off typing a response to that nonsense. I don’t remember my exact words, but the gist was that being male is still the default setting for greatness, and that, you know, women and girls kind of need the extra nudge in a world that tells them — and treats them like — they’re second-class citizens.

I would have loved to stick around and be the feminist voice that this conversation so desperately needed, but when another mom said that gender neutrality, non-binary, and gender fluidity were all specifically constructed to disarm masculinity I had to peace the fuck out before my head exploded.

Listen up, ladies, because I’m only going to say this once: Internalized misogyny is a thing.                      (More)           

Jesus’ Marriage to Mary the Magdalene Is Fact,
 Not Fiction

The publication on Nov. 12, 2014 of the book I co-wrote with Prof. Barrie Wilson, The Lost Gospel: Decoding the Ancient Text that Reveals Jesus’ Marriage to Mary the Magdalene, has caused a worldwide theological firestorm, including demonstrations in India. I was even the butt of one of Bill O’Reilly’s attacks and have challenged him to an on-air debate. So far, he’s demurred.

I think the reason for all this negativity is that the proof for the historical marriage between Jesus of Nazareth and the woman known as Mary the Magdalene has become overwhelming. Even before our findings, everything — everything — pointed to a marriage, and nothing — nothing — argued for Jesus’ celibacy. The only thing that continues to argue for Jesus’ celibacy is 2000 years of theological bullying. This may come as a shock to most people, but the fact is that none of the four Gospels say that Jesus was celibate. The Gospels call Jesus “Rabbi” (Matthew 26:49, Mark 10:51, John 20:16). Rabbis, then as now, are married. If Jesus wasn’t married, someone would have noticed.

The greatest promoter of celibacy for Christians was Paul. On every other matter of Jewish law — and Paul was a Jew called Saul at birth — Paul was lax. He threw out Kosher laws, ignored Sabbath observance and prayed that the hands of ritual circumcisers shake so that they cut off their own penises when they perform circumcision (Galatians 5:12). Only when it came to sex Paul was more severe than Moses and Jesus put together. Why? The answer may lie in Paul’s background.            (More)        


What happened to the cross of Christ? Just ask Helena, Constantine the Great’s mum.

But behind every great man is a great woman.  

Helena Augusta (AD 248-330)   She is remembered for being a woman who cared for the poor, instructed ascetics, build temples, and strengthened churches.

This is, however, a darker side to Helena’s history – and it also involves Constantine. While Helena was still alive, Constantine ordered the execution of his wife, the Empress Fausta, and his son Crispus, whose mother was Minervina. Apparently, there was a rumor of an illicit relationship between the two. Helena was likely in favor of and perhaps influential in Constantine’s decisions to execute his own wife and son – especially in the case of the former. These events took place in AD 326.  He was co-Emperor of the Eastern Roman Empire and Emperor of the entire empire from AD 306-337 and came to be known as Constantine the Great. He is best known for his roles in the Edict of Toleration (AD 311) which ended the persecution of Christians under Diocletian, the Edict of Milan (AD 313) which made Christianity legal throughout the empire, and the Council of Nicea (AD 325) which helped establish a consistent Christology that has stood the test of time.   (More)

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